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:: *Profile* ::

Name: Shuhua
Birthdate: 22 Oct
Horoscope: Libra



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Saving up:

Ahhhh..!! Depression??
Friday, April 22, 2005
I dun feel like goin to night class today. Yet, on the other hand, i dont like the feeling to get miss out on some important stuffs. Ok, i agree that old man's teachings are kind of boring... but what to do??

Who can actually understand my feelings of isolation?? Walking alone in the evening to a unfamiliar place, sitting down in class alone for about 3hrs? No faces that i'm able to recognise. I seemed to do everything on my own. Theres a short break of 10-15 mins every lesson, but i would still stay in class.. daydreaming.. unless nature calls. Even though there are some nice pple there who would smile at me, talk to me for a while but... somehow... i feel empty. The feeling of being in that sci lab is so much different from my sci lab lessons when i was in sec sch. I dont now y... it just feel different... After the lesson ends, i would walk to the mrt station quietly, alone. By the time i reach back home, it would be 10 plus near 11 already.

Can u imagine eating lunch at 2pm... and having ur dinner as early as 5pm? I definately got no mood to eat. -_- No choice... i have to force myself to eat.. becoz if i dont, i will need to endure a empty stomach for the next 5 hours...

Sigh.. anyway.. i finally recieved the stupid dumb registration letter from clementi ITE... muz report to the campus on 26th april.Hm.. maybe its a gd thing i go ITE now first... well at least i still can have a student ez link card, means cheaper transport fees. Heh... (but i still feel sad... i check the vacancy for IT in dover ite, its full T_T)

Ok resigned to my fate~
Shasha @ 7:43 AM