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:: *Profile* ::

Name: Shuhua
Birthdate: 22 Oct
Horoscope: Libra



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Saving up:

confused... so upset... so disappointed....
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Grrr... today is the worst day of the year !!! =( Got o lvl results today... its horrible and terrible !! When all of us saw the screen wrote "abt 54%" like that for normal academic o lvl passers.... we began to lose hope.... my batch did badly tis yr round.... could see the sad faces on my frenz faces... r we gonna go seperate ways??

Juz now went to westmall wif jx and yq...eat sakae sushi buffect... we like keep stuffin ourselves wif food sia... they arent satisfied wif their results either... didnt score well but at least they score much better than me...

This is sure isnt like N lvls.... where everyone is so damn happy wif the results they got... dunnoe y... i feel so damn upset for my class...my frenz...and myself. Abt half of my class failed o lvls... (dramatic eh???)

We'll like queuing up in index number to take our results... when its finally my turn... i took one of the ITE sch booklets on my form teacher, Mr loo's table... dunnoe y.. he stopped me... he told me i dun need that o_O So i went outside the hall and read my results slip quietly... haizz... disappointment... But somehow i didnt cry... weird... maybe becoz... i have expected it ba?

Look at my strongest subject... so shitty!!! Only a C5? Think my prediction did come true... during the english oral... i was like trembling... did a horrible job.. i guess... -_- English is my most confident sub... but... wat a let down... have too high hopes on it le... Guess I was overconfident??

Next... i failed my maths! Omg... where can i go now?? every course needs maths... sobz... i regret spendin so much time on the stupidest sub.. f&n... the setter of that sub go die better la... wan us to do stupid cake experiments, portfolio... even the written paper was more like "Bio" then f&n stuffs... -_- lameeeee.. y didnt i take art in the first place? -_-"

Another mistake... i shouldnt have retake chinese... regret regret.. its a total waste of my time.. should have use those extra time on subs like maths, science... Spend too much time on tis stupid chinese sub...

Y do i keep making wrong decisions??? -_- Feel i'm such a failure.... =( Now.. i have to think very hard.... which way i wanna go?? I dun wanna regret again... i dun wanna make another wrong decision.. i dun wanna regret my whole life .... !! Only have until tis fri to think and make decisions... (Stupid MOE, gif so little time)

arrgh... i juz cried !! -_- now feel much better le....
Shasha @ 12:21 PM